I don't like being in here! It's ruining everything. Especially my Lebaran's Day this time which should be the most happiest day in my life but it suddenly turned into the most BORING day ever. I can't do anything here. Sucks. I can't even feel the atmosphere of happiness or whatever it is. The thing is, I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO BE IN THIS SITUATION ANYMORE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I must be happy, but I'm not. At all. The only thing that can make me smilehere is Rakha. Though he likes to cry but its okay with me.
Okay Im insane and pretty messed up right now. Thank god I'll be right back to Jakarta tomorrow. THANK GOD! Sorry for the mess update.