"It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate
someone all at the same time. And it's hard
to watch things change when all you
want is for them to stay the same.
It's funny but stupid how you want everything
and nothing at the same time.
IT'S CRAZY WHEN YOU WANT TO LET GO,
BUT YOU KEEP HOLDING ON.
And when you want to move on, but you're
stuck right where you started. When feelings
come and go and you can't decide what you want.
When you have so many things to say but
you don't know where to start. When you
want them in your life so bad, but all
you can do is push them farther and farther away.
It's so hard to think back to how things
used to be and look at it now and realize
that things are different and they may never be the same.
You tell yourself it's not worth it,
but if it really didn't matter,
you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it."